2018-03-13

impy: Sweet Valley Twins Jessica looking pissed in new glasses with the text 'someone is going to PAY for this.' (pay for this)
2018-03-13 01:22 am

dangit, getting old sucks

If you pick a news outlet, any news outlet really, it sounds as if Toys R Us is going under. Well, they always specifically mention the US brick and mortar stores but never the online component. However, for the sake of my sorrow, it's the actual stores that are important here.

I know TRU has been struggling for years, especially since they were raided during their Bain buyout. It doesn't help that you can't throw a rock without hitting someone complaining that all TRUs are in shady, gross areas and that ick, they haven't been there in years. Sigh. My TRU isn't in a super shady area, it's just in a pain in the ass area to get to and really fucking inconvenient to visit. I tend to go twice a year unless I'm on the prowl for something and the inside usually looks either spotless or like a hurricane just blew through. There is no real in between. It's usually the hurricane option, but it's also a toy store so... I get it.

Thing is, if TRU goes under, there goes pretty much the last big toy store. Wonder Works is technically a toy store, but I remember taking Widget to TRU as a young kid and to WW and WW was nice but his eyes got as big as saucers and he was quiet for the first minute and a half after walking into TRU. Kids deserve that whoa moment and you don't get that at Target, Walmart, or online shopping. I'm not saying that cities don't have their own toy stores, but TRU is, for me, the last of the toy stores of my youth.

Someone fetch me Rarity's fainting couch...

Alas, I remember TRU killing the other toy stores so my sorrow is also mixed in with a bit of like... seven year old me being vindictive. Bad younger me, bad. It won't bring back stores long gone and only makes things worse.
I remember Children's Palace and how it was probably my favorite toy store to go to as a kid. It was probably the most expensive but it was the one that made my eyes go wide and I wanted to spend hours examining everything. It didn't last too long once TRU and possibly Walmart moved to town. Alas. I believe I cried and was less than pleased anytime we went by the ~palace~y building afterwards. Extra awkward because it was right by Phar-Mor and Mom went there a lot. :p
There was also Lionel, which I don't remember a ton about honestly but I do remember getting a lot of my ponies there. Sigh.
I always forget about KB because we didn't frequent one when I was younger and didn't have one in the immediate area my parents did most of their shopping in so for me KB is something I associate more with when I got into MyScene dolls much later.
Thing is, for as much as I wanted to dislike TRU after it chased out the other two 'big' names, the one I went to as a kid is still pretty much permanently tattooed in my brain. I still dream about it. When I have the "found the hidden stash of all the dolls you never got or never knew existed!" dream, it's always at that TRU. If I'm aimlessly wandering a toy store, it's always that TRU. I could probably still draw you a fairly accurate map of where things were, particularly when they still had the party section in a slightly different building. We spent a lot of time there because with two kids in an age where you were invited to many a party and expected to bring a toy, TRU was your best option. Plus, in the summer if your AC was broken, TRU had you covered and usually had some activity going on... or you'd run into someone you knew and the next thing you knew an hour had passed and so had the threat of heat stroke.
It's been ages, but whenever I go to the one in the north area, it still takes me a minute to remember the right aisles because my brain still tries to send me to the aisles I grew up with. That kind of nonsense makes sense for work because, y'know, 13 years or so in a building versus less than one in another does mean I'll get tripped up but not the friggin' toy store.
Clearly the place made an impression on me.
It's where Kate and I bought our friendaversary toys, it's where I spent my first paycheck from Hades, and I can still remember the grin on Widget's face when they announced it was his birthday and he spent the rest of the time waving at people and getting birthday hellos.
Target's nice, but it's not the same and Walmart is, y'know, hell on earth and everyone knows it. I love getting stuff in the mail, but when it's a new line by a new brand, I'd rather see it in person first. For a lot of brands/lines, without TRU that's going to be more difficult. Also, childhood is already painfully short and this just feels like it'll make it shorter.

Someone fetch me a rocking chair and a blanket so I can be the right type of crotchety old person complaining about their youth being destroyed.
impy: Lorelai Gilmore making her forks fight with the text 'Take That!' (crazy)
2018-03-13 11:09 am

state of the me update

Still have my cough and now the cat is mad at me. I can't blame her since I wouldn't like to be given a flea treatment, but it wasn't nice having her spurn snuggling with me even a little. ;_; My leg still hurts and basically I am not a physically happy camper. And now that everything is coated in pollen, well, you might as well just give up hope of my sinuses working properly again. Woo.

In spite of that, I painted my nails last night. Went with Zoya's Merida and it is a lovely glittery green. Basically a green version of Finley, the purple I fell in love with in February. Thing is, it stinks. Which is not a thing anyone mentioned anywhere so I don't know if mine is just funky or people expect a green glitter to smell like arse?

In a fit of I don't know what, I bought the Golden Girls Dorbz from Amazon and wound up with the Sophia chase (probably because I literally did not care whether I got it or not) and they are all adorable. I do want regular Sophia but we'll figure that out sometime. Seriously, so cute. I've tried to limit my Funkos and I think I've done a decent job, but these just make me want to get off my ass and get the regular GGs.

Might as well round out our things I want to buy but maybe not section... Still haven't pulled the trigger on my usual late winter AG purchase. Free shipping has been emailed to one and all and is likely on the site, but I haven't looked yet. I dunno... usually I can't even wait for free shipping and order the new historical things I want ASAP. This year... meh? And I even like the stuff so I don't know what's going on.

Reading a book and I've been on the fence about it because one minute our hero and heroine are pissing each other off and the next they've tumbled into bed and none of it makes sense beyond the author obviously wanting them to be antagonistic towards one another initially for whatever reason. But the thing that made me literally throw my hands up in the air and yell, "Come ON!" is that a young boy hides something he doesn't want his father to find. And the police tear through his room after he dies (so maybe not tear, but they do go through and it's implied it's a thorough review) and not one of these guys looks under the mattress? Really? REALLY? These characters are supposed to be my age, give or take, I imagine and seriously, the absolute first place you look is under the mattress and I've known that since *I* was a kid. I personally kept things IN my mattress because, y'know, a seam or something ripped but still. I'd imagine if my mom was looking for something she thought I'd be hiding from her, that's where she'd freakin' look first.

Book, I will believe in your ~tortured~ romances and I will happily believe in magic, but I will not believe that a male adult, let alone more than one, would not look under the mattress for clues. Seriously, how the hell did this get past anyone?