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Jun. 4th, 2005 07:34 am... I need to rent a maid or something to clean a room for me, then clean it up after I go completely nuts and break enough stuff so that I no longer want to greet my friends with, "Fuck off." Seriously.
That or people who say they're going to do something should actually fucking do it instead of blowing me off for the nine hundredth time. Because I'm not in a happy well adjusted place, and I'm not likely to give a shit if I hurt your tiny little feelings if I don't think you give a shit about mine.
In other news, I think my muse appeared again. But she brings a story outline and no obvious way for me to take it from my head and work it... yet. I need names. Your heroine is making me look like I'm super happy, and on the verge of... something. I don't know what. I don't know much about her, other than she's been dreaming, literally, of this dude for years. This dude [like I said, names? Never been my strong suit] is painfully cute [to her anyway], and he's pretty much a regular in her dreams. Thing is, they aren't so much normal dreams as they are... adventures. Like when you go and have a mini movie dream? Only this always happens when he appears. But they're just dreams, no weird alternate life going on. Though he did exist before this, and he's sort of haunting her dreams for whatever reason. So the night of doom, she trips and nearly cracks her skull open, and as she's finally having a good ol' cry [it's my party and I'll die if I want to], he appears. But it's different since she's probably not asleep and she's not exactly delusional, just incredibly unhappy.
Another thing about Dude Who Seriously Needs a Name: The reason he's haunting Whatshername's dreams is because sometime before Whatshername starting dreaming about him, he lost his girlfriend/wife/whatever. Like, one day he woke up and she was gone. So he's been looking for her ever since, but the most he gets are tiny little hints. Little clues here and there. So most of their dreamscape adventures revolve arounding finding shewhomustnotbenamed. I'm not sure I'm supposed to know her name yet. Annnnnway.
So he appears to MiseryChick, and where he's always been a bit on the glowy ghost rather perfect side, he's slowly looking more realistic and flawed.
Yeaaaaaaah. That's all I've got. Sigh.
another knife in my hands
a stain that never comes off the sheets
I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed
Work was an experiment in doing a whole hell of a lot of nothing. Woo.
Life is better with pigtails.
That or people who say they're going to do something should actually fucking do it instead of blowing me off for the nine hundredth time. Because I'm not in a happy well adjusted place, and I'm not likely to give a shit if I hurt your tiny little feelings if I don't think you give a shit about mine.
In other news, I think my muse appeared again. But she brings a story outline and no obvious way for me to take it from my head and work it... yet. I need names. Your heroine is making me look like I'm super happy, and on the verge of... something. I don't know what. I don't know much about her, other than she's been dreaming, literally, of this dude for years. This dude [like I said, names? Never been my strong suit] is painfully cute [to her anyway], and he's pretty much a regular in her dreams. Thing is, they aren't so much normal dreams as they are... adventures. Like when you go and have a mini movie dream? Only this always happens when he appears. But they're just dreams, no weird alternate life going on. Though he did exist before this, and he's sort of haunting her dreams for whatever reason. So the night of doom, she trips and nearly cracks her skull open, and as she's finally having a good ol' cry [it's my party and I'll die if I want to], he appears. But it's different since she's probably not asleep and she's not exactly delusional, just incredibly unhappy.
Another thing about Dude Who Seriously Needs a Name: The reason he's haunting Whatshername's dreams is because sometime before Whatshername starting dreaming about him, he lost his girlfriend/wife/whatever. Like, one day he woke up and she was gone. So he's been looking for her ever since, but the most he gets are tiny little hints. Little clues here and there. So most of their dreamscape adventures revolve arounding finding shewhomustnotbenamed. I'm not sure I'm supposed to know her name yet. Annnnnway.
So he appears to MiseryChick, and where he's always been a bit on the glowy ghost rather perfect side, he's slowly looking more realistic and flawed.
Yeaaaaaaah. That's all I've got. Sigh.
another knife in my hands
a stain that never comes off the sheets
I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed
Work was an experiment in doing a whole hell of a lot of nothing. Woo.
Life is better with pigtails.
