at the top of my lungs she dies
Jun. 8th, 2005 10:00 amLa. I'm tired. My foot hurts. Actually it's more like my toe hurts...
Family dramedy in however many acts. My brother's ex, Jackie served him with papers that basically say, "You owe me money, wench." Or rather, pay for the widget's expenses. Which is all well and good, except she'd just said she wasn't going to do that.
I really dislike Jackie. Really. Which makes me sort of sad since I used to get along with her really well. She was the only girlfriend my brother's had that I got along with. It was kind of nice to not be constantly at war with the boy or tiptoeing around him since he makes me look balanced and fair and never mood swingy. But after she and the boy broke up and she moved out, she either reverted to crazy, or she went out of her damn mind.
And this I could ignore/deal with if not for the fact that the two people who should realize they're going to royally fuck up their kid's life are the only two people who can't see that. Fucking assholes. And I can cut the boy a little slack here and there because widget only seems afraid of waking the boy up [something even the bravest among us fear]... But sometimes widget seems petrified of going back home to Jackie. And in a lesser area of wrong, they're both so fucking consumed with being pissed off with each other that they don't realize their son is going to pay for it. It makes my head hurt to the point where I want to kill them both. Or at least lock them in a room and point out that if they want to damage each other, go right ahead, but so far the widget hasn't earned damaged status yet, and he shouldn't for another ten years, damn it. Life sucks enough as it is, you really don't have to add to it.
Sigh. But no one asked me, and no one will ask me, and there's not too much I can say except I have this itch to strangle them both, and Jackie's boyfriend too.
Otherwise life is... life. Yeah, I know. I'm terribly descriptive. But I don't feel like dredging up emotional crap without a safety net. And I can definitely say I'm net free.

Made this yesterday. I'm rather proud of it, despite a couple of issues. Like the fact that everyone has done AHBL to death [myself included], and that somehow it seems a little wrong to combine MCR and Charmed, even if it is the best of Charmed.
Mmmm. MCR.
I'm off to play with my toys.
Day 1 of 8 down.
7 to go.
Family dramedy in however many acts. My brother's ex, Jackie served him with papers that basically say, "You owe me money, wench." Or rather, pay for the widget's expenses. Which is all well and good, except she'd just said she wasn't going to do that.
I really dislike Jackie. Really. Which makes me sort of sad since I used to get along with her really well. She was the only girlfriend my brother's had that I got along with. It was kind of nice to not be constantly at war with the boy or tiptoeing around him since he makes me look balanced and fair and never mood swingy. But after she and the boy broke up and she moved out, she either reverted to crazy, or she went out of her damn mind.
And this I could ignore/deal with if not for the fact that the two people who should realize they're going to royally fuck up their kid's life are the only two people who can't see that. Fucking assholes. And I can cut the boy a little slack here and there because widget only seems afraid of waking the boy up [something even the bravest among us fear]... But sometimes widget seems petrified of going back home to Jackie. And in a lesser area of wrong, they're both so fucking consumed with being pissed off with each other that they don't realize their son is going to pay for it. It makes my head hurt to the point where I want to kill them both. Or at least lock them in a room and point out that if they want to damage each other, go right ahead, but so far the widget hasn't earned damaged status yet, and he shouldn't for another ten years, damn it. Life sucks enough as it is, you really don't have to add to it.
Sigh. But no one asked me, and no one will ask me, and there's not too much I can say except I have this itch to strangle them both, and Jackie's boyfriend too.
Otherwise life is... life. Yeah, I know. I'm terribly descriptive. But I don't feel like dredging up emotional crap without a safety net. And I can definitely say I'm net free.

Made this yesterday. I'm rather proud of it, despite a couple of issues. Like the fact that everyone has done AHBL to death [myself included], and that somehow it seems a little wrong to combine MCR and Charmed, even if it is the best of Charmed.
Mmmm. MCR.
I'm off to play with my toys.
Day 1 of 8 down.
7 to go.