arghhhhh

Today is not my day. The ebay auction I've been stalking for the last week ended while I was waiting for my brother to give up the phone and naturally, I lost, and it's not even like it was by a huge amount.
I called Cass, but she was hanging out with someone else and said she'd stop by later. It's later but y'know, it's just me counting down the hours til the Dresden Files.
After that call bombed, I tried calling Ryan. Someone answered, I think, but didn't say anything. I did eventually go through that whole, "hello? helllloooooo?" song and dance, but nothing. Then my paranoia kicked in and I hung up and did not call back, because what if they meant to do that?
So then I read a little more of Size 14 Is Not Fat Either and tried to sleep, only I was starving, so the dreams were a little wonky.

Naturally the nap didn't really do much for my well being as it wasn't long enough and if it had, I wouldn't feel so tempted to do something stupid. Luckily, I've spent the last forever learning the fine art of avoiding actually doing something stupid. I just never mastered that whole not saying something stupid thing.

And with that in mind, I'm off to growl at various people.