i believe in peace, bitch
Jun. 20th, 2004 10:28 amOddly enough my appetite wandered back this morning. The last couple of days, I've been leaving half my snack/break/lunch thing at work [well, not at work, but I've only eaten half of it] and even then it was a struggle to actually eat the other half. But today, munch! All gone. I get home and I'm starved. So I'm trying to decide how gross it would be to make crab wontons after eating one of those little pizza things. Because still hungry, and the wontons seem tastier than icecream.
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| What is your name?: | Marian. |
| Are you named after anyone?: | My maternal grandmother, although my father's side never fully did get that message. [marian & maryanne. you see the problem] |
| What's your screename?: | Imp :p |
| Would you name a child of yours after you?: | ...no. |
| If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: | I'd be a Sean. It was luck of the draw, baby. |
| If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: | No one. It's my name and after 20-odd years, I like it. |
| Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: | Marion, Mary-Anne, Miriam, and Mariah |
| Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: | Nah. I want people to have to wonder why the last name already sounds vaguely familiar |
| Basics | |
| Your gender:: | chiquita! |
| Straight/Gay/Bi:: | ... are you hitting on me? |
| Single?: | define single? |
| If not, do you want to be?: | anyone who isn't and says yes, and their SO can see is an asshole. Seriously. |
| Birthdate:: | July 10, 1981. That's coming up really soon, folks. |
| Your age:: | 22 |
| Age you act:: | ... 22? |
| Age you wish you were:: | 22! |
| Your height:: | 5'9 because I feel tall today |
| Eye color:: | grey-blue |
| Happy with it?: | aye. |
| Hair color:: | blonde, strawberry |
| Happy with it?: | it has roots. Woe. |
| Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: | righty |
| Your living arrangement:: | con mi familia |
| Your family:: | mumsy, dadsy, Our Lady of Perpetual Misery [brother] |
| Have any pets?: | si. |
| Whats your job?: | I'm a service clerk @ Walgreens. |
| Piercings?: | Ears. I think. |
| Tattoos?: | Nada |
| Obsessions?: | Holly, Angelina, Tori, Seth Green, and so on. |
| Addictions?: | Pepsi. |
| Do you speak another language?: | Imp is a language. |
| Have a favorite quote?: | Many. "shove it in, bitch!" is currently amusing me. |
| Do you have a webpage?: | Yup. Many. |
| Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it | |
| Do you live in the moment?: | Nope. I'm a Cancer. We aren't alllowed to. |
| Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: | Not of their stupidity, no. |
| Do you have any secrets?: | A couple |
| Do you hate yourself?: | Sometimes, but I think that's just the way it is |
| Do you like your handwriting?: | God, no. |
| Do you have any bad habits?: | sure. I fidget a lot. |
| What is the compliment you get from most people?: | "nice." as in, "you're nice." "she's nice." |
| If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: | 22! No idea. But it would be very dull. |
| What's your biggest fear?: | Like I'm gonna tell you? |
| Can you sing?: | badly unless it's along to the radio. |
| Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: | I pretend to be different aspects of me, does that count? |
| Are you a loner?: | Duh. |
| What are your #1 priorities in life?: | How can you have more than one number one priority? |
| If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: | I'd like to clone me sometimes, so yes. |
| Are you a daredevil?: | Noooooooo. |
| Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: | That's two different questions. I fear my temper. |
| Are you passive or agressive?: | Aren't people typically a little of both? I'm sure I'm passive though. |
| Do you have a journal?: | Yup |
| What is your greatest strength and weakness?: | Wow, it has to be both at the same time? I don't believe in myself, at all, annnd um... I have a strength? |
| If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: | I'd be smarter, dude. |
| Do you think you are emotionally strong?: | Depends on the situation. |
| Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: | *thinks* A couple, maybe, but I find that most of my regrets fade. |
| Do you think life has been good so far?: | Define good. I'm not currently sporting an artificial limb, so I won't complain too much |
| What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: | Life's a bitch and she never plays fair. |
| What do you like the most about your body?: | my hair currently. |
| And least?: | my hips? |
| Do you think you are good looking?: | not particularly. |
| Are you confident?: | about my sarcasm, yes. |
| What is the fictional character you are most like?: | Umm... uh.. |
| Are you perceived wrongly?: | If I'm percieved as sane, then yes. |
| Do You... | |
| Smoke?: | Nup |
| Do drugs?: | Nuh uh |
| Read the newspaper?: | Sometimes |
| Pray?: | Sometimes |
| Go to church?: | Not since it became the Teen Power Prayer Hour! |
| Talk to strangers who IM you?: | They can't. I used to. I ended up with stalkers. Like the one who actually visited me. Odd. |
| Sleep with stuffed animals?: | Yush. |
| Take walks in the rain?: | Sometimes |
| Talk to people even though you hate them?: | Hate them always? No. If it's a momentary thing, yes. |
| Drive?: | Not legally, no. |
| Like to drive fast?: | No. I don't want to die young. |
| Would or Have You Ever? | |
| Liked your voice?: | Sometimes. |
| Hurt yourself?: | Um, are we talking on purpose? |
| Been out of the country?: | Nope |
| Eaten something that made other people sick?: | Because I ate it? |
| Been in love?: | Yes |
| Done drugs?: | Nope |
| Gone skinny dipping?: | Nuh uh |
| Had a medical emergency?: | I was born and nearly killed mi madre in the process, so does that count? |
| Had surgery?: | I don't think so |
| Ran away from home?: | Not really |
| Played strip poker?: | nope |
| Gotten beaten up?: | my brother and I used to try and kill one another, so yeah |
| Beaten someone up?: | see above, biatch. |
| Been picked on?: | High School and middle school and cousins |
| Been on stage?: | When I was little |
| Slept outdoors?: | Yes. I fell asleep on the lawn one winter |
| Thought about suicide?: | Define thought |
| Pulled an all nighter?: | Yes. |
| If yes, what is your record?: | Something over 30 hours. |
| Gone one day without food?: | I was sick at the time |
| Talked on the phone all night?: | Yes |
| Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: | Yup. More than once. Shock. |
| Slept all day?: | Yup, I get paid to work all night so... yeah. |
| Killed someone?: | ... o_O no. |
| Made out with a stranger?: | nuh uh |
| Had sex with a stranger?: | ... not to my knowledge... |
| Thought you're going crazy?: | Yes. |
| Kissed the same sex?: | Nope. |
| Done anything sexual with the same sex?: | Not that I'm aware of... |
| Been betrayed?: | Sort of, kind of, middle school politics and all. |
| Had a dream that came true?: | maybe |
| Broken the law?: | Yup. |
| Met a famous person?: | Ummmm... nope |
| Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: | I hope not. :/ |
| On purpose?: | God, no. |
| Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: | Yup |
| Stolen anything?: | marbles. I stole marbles as a child. |
| Been on radio/tv?: | Yup. TV when I was younger |
| Been in a mosh-pit?: | Yup. If you stay up front and glare at people who fuck with you, it's grand |
| Had a nervous breakdown?: | Not yet |
| Bungee jumped?: | Nope |
| Had a dream that kept coming back?: | All the time. You were there, and you, but not you, you freak. |
| Beliefs | |
| Belive in life on other planets?: | Yup. |
| Miracles?: | Sometimes, yes. |
| Astrology?: | Depends. A little, sure |
| Magic?: | Define magic |
| God?: | Yah. |
| Satan?: | If there's a big good, then chances are good there's a big bad. Even if he's just paid to be |
| Santa?: | They live in the mall |
| Ghosts?: | Yes |
| Luck?: | ... what's to believe? It merely is. |
| Love at first sight?: | I think it's possible |
| Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: | Until Lily dances over and slams the door on this chapter, I say yes. |
| Witches?: | Sure |
| Easter bunny?: | Not really, sorry. |
| Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: | Yes. |
| Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: | Depending on your definition of pot of gold... |
| Do you wish on stars?: | Yes. |
| Deep Theological Questions | |
| Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: | Well, kinda, sorta. All those years of being a Catholic and all. |
| Do you think God has a gender?: | I think God could be a tree. |
| Do you believe in organized religion?: | Do I think it's a good idea? Not when combined with any sort of real power, no. If it's for people to band together and feel better without persecution, sure. |
| Where do you think we go when we die?: | Wherever we honestly, truly think we deserve to go. Or Mars. |
| Friends | |
| Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: | Yes. |
| Who is your best friend?: | Ari-woo. |
| Who's the one person that knows most about you?: | I don't think anyone has a one-up thing. Maybe Cass. Maybe Ari. Maybe no one at all. |
| What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: | If you don't want the answer, don't ask the freakin' question. |
| Your favourite inside joke?: | "stray dog!" |
| Thing you're picked on most about?: | weight. because it sure as hell ain't my brains. |
| Who's your longest known friend?: | Since I no longer talk to Anne Marie, it'd be Amanda K. |
| Newest?: | Um, uh... A2? |
| Shyest?: | Not sure. |
| Funniest?: | Oh. So this is the ego fluffing section. Dude...All my friends are funny. It's a law. |
| Sweetest?: | See, I could hurt someone's feelings... |
| Closest?: | If he lived closer, it'd be Ryan. I think. But he doesn't, so no one. |
| Weirdest?: | Ryan. |
| Smartest?: | Not sure. |
| Ditziest?: | *grins* Can't/won't say. |
| Friends you miss being close to the most?: | Persia or Sahlan. I miss others, but since I *never* talk to or see them, they win. |
| Last person you talked to online?: | Probably Jake or David. |
| Who do you talk to most online?: | David as the time diffs and my sleep schedule mesh well. |
| Who are you on the phone with most?: | Cass. |
| Who do you trust most?: | ... ... ... |
| Who listens to your problems?: | Those people there. |
| Who do you fight most with?: | Cass. |
| Who's the nicest?: | Not rightly sure, ma'am. |
| Who's the most outgoing?: | Ryan. If by that you mean insanely so. |
| Who's the best singer?: | I do believe that's Allison. |
| Who's on your shit-list?: | Currently no one I'd consider a friend |
| Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: | Um... depending on your definition of friend |
| Who's your second family?: | I'm the member of the family that is allergic to the sun, so Cass & Ari |
| Do you always feel understood?: | Does anyone? |
| Who's the loudest friend?: | Lisa |
| Do you trust others easily?: | Nope |
| Who's house were you last at?: | Ari's |
| Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: | I don't feel safe with people touching me. |
| Do your friends know you?: | No. They don't even know they're my friends! |
| Friend that lives farthest away:: | David. [Australia] |
| Love and All That | |
| Do you consider love a mistake?: | Nope. |
| What do you find romantic?: | I don't think I find anything really romantic. |
| Turn-on?: | Funny without being cruel or overly vulgar |
| Turn-off?: | Seeing that line of decency and stomping the fuck all over it. |
| First kiss?: | It happened, yes. |
| If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: | Kinda weird, man. |
| Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: | I don't date strangers. o_O |
| Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: | Dude, haven't we been here before? |
| Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: | They might be to someone else, but to me they're spiffy. It's how this thing usually works. |
| Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: | No, my teenybopper friend. |
| What is best about the opposite sex?: | They don't tend to ask if their ass looks big. |
| What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: | They tend to see the decency line and either treat you like a delicate flower 'bout it, or stomp right over the line |
| What's the last present someone gave you?: | ... *thinks* ..... *thinks really hard* something shiny? |
| Are you in love?: | I'm on the fringe of having been |
| Do you consider your significant other hot?: | what if I didn't have one? |
| Who Was the Last Person... | |
| That haunted you?: | I don't do haunted. |
| You wanted to kill?: | A coworker, I'm sure. |
| That you laughed at?: | Rose, but not Rose-io. |
| That laughed at you?: | Probably Rose. :p |
| That turned you on?: | A lady never tells. *cough* |
| You went shopping with?: | Ari |
| That broke your heart?: | Ryan |
| To disappoint you?: | Cass |
| To ask you out?: | ... I don't think I've ever actually been asked out formally. |
| To make you cry?: | Me! |
| To brighten up your day?: | Allison |
| That you thought about?: | Well, see, this is a trick question because it'll be the person above! Only, not. Because I thought Heidi and about her letter afterwards. |
| You saw a movie with?: | Ari & Mark |
| You talked to on the phone?: | umm... Cass, I think. |
| You talked to through IM/ICQ?: | Jake |
| You saw?: | Ari |
| You lost?: | I try not to lose people. |
| Right This Moment... | |
| Are you going out?: | Where? With what? Huh? |
| Will it be with your significant other?: | If I'm not going out, then no... |
| Or some random person?: | I'm thinking you're wacko. |
| What are you wearing right now?: | A shirt and a holey skirt. |
| Body part you're touching right now:: | My knee is being touched by my ankle. Gasp! |
| What are you worried about right now?: | My toe that was pierced by a nail. |
| What book are you reading?: | Narcissus in Chains - Laurell K Hamilton |
| What's on your mousepad?: | My mouse |
| Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: | I am annoyed with you. |
| Are you bored?: | Yah, kinda |
| Are you tired?: | You betcha |
| Are you talking to anyone online?: | Nope |
| Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: | Nope |
| Are you lonely or content?: | Content |
| Are you listening to music?: | Only the sound of Tori in my head |
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