but i never meant like this...

Still sick. Now I'm partially deaf and that's a little more fun than having a really sore throat, but it also means that I have to attempt to pay attention since I no longer look like something the cat hacked up. :p You know when you look really sick, people just kind of talk at you, not to you, so you don't have to pay attention. But when you don't look like death warmed over, they expect you to follow their logic. Nevermind the fact that you can barely spell logic when you're zonked out like this, but hey. They figure you'll manage.

how can i exist without you?

so, yeah. Still out of it, so no stalking until tonight at the very earliest. Which makes me sad. I so like to stalk. :/

Speaking of stalking [but not really] Cass did not come over yesterday, nor did she even call so I could sleep easily knowing I wasn't ignoring her calls somehow. How freakin' rude is that? She didn't even know I was sick, so it's not like she had that for an excuse. Rude! Should she call anytime soon, I plan on using the old guilt her like hell plan.

If you need me, I'll be dying in my room which is still not clean at all. Woe.