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Did tonight's Charmed episode have a TV guide ad? Or was it like Chris Crossed which had a newspaper ad that we don't get? Cuz I want, but i'm too lazy to check my email and steal it properly. I want, I want, I want.

Any help will result in lots of love. ;)

don't stray

La. I'm bored and yet couldn't sleep anymore. You know, watching Gilmore Girls before bed is probably a bad idea. I don't really remember my dreams, but it's probably a safe bet to assume I needed subtitles to keep up with all the talking going on. :p

I have decided that I will now use my GG DVDs to run around making people watch the pilot. Because, Lorelai almighty, I'd forgotten how funny it is. Sure, watching S1 is making my eyes kind of twitch because it's so dark [or, you know, see my blind rant below] and something seems off in the episodes. Maybe the lack of WB whorage? That might be it. But... Sookie! In the kitchen! *giggles*

Honestly, good stuff. Even people I decided wouldn't like the show have to watch the pilot. Because hilarity ensues.

Now. Onto the rant/whinge.

I hate needing glasses. I hate not being able to see anything in any definite form when I take them off without holding whatever it is thisclosetomyface to see it. I didn't realize this until Ryan [the ex] took my glasses off one night before we were about to fall asleep and then proceeded to stare at me. I. Couldn't. See. Him. I only knew he was staring because a) I'm psychic and b) I was close enough to be able to get the general idea. That and I think he admitted as much. He was just a blur to me. He was, like, a foot away, and I couldn't see anything other than a blur and I wanted to cry.

I hate thinking back to when I got them [and the month or so when I began to realize that I could.not.see] and you know, I was nowhere near this blind then. People on stage were blurry, not people in my face. Words on a chalkboard were difficult. But Christ, now I feel like I'm going to wake up one morning and find the glasses don't work anymore anyway.

I can't see without 'em and they're dying, so I have to replace 'em and I hate needing them.

Sigh. The odd thing is, I don't think it bugged me all that much when I got the glasses or much before. I mock and joke, but now it's just bugging me. Of course the fact that my glasses are falling apart and hurt to wear is probably not helping, eh? :p

they don't love you like I love you

Oh, and these pancakes are disgusting.