if you listen, listen close, you can hear when the heart stops

one dark flame

Why does this track kick so much ass? Because it manages to blend shouting and a sing-along type lyrical fun along with the bestest music ever.

And now, the boring RL-recap:
( while I waited, I was wasting away )

Currently reading doing it by melvin burgess while I wait for the library to give me my damn David Sedaris books. Tomorrow is payday. I can rejoice and put a fourth of it in my savings account. Yay!

I need sleep and soon. Sorry to bore those who read and want entertainment. So, for that, I'll offer this:

I nearly died the other night. Some fools drove by the gas station and while people were pumping gas, they through fireworks/firecrackers at the customers, driving away before anyone could register what the fuzzy was going on. Had the gas station gone up, I'd be toast. Thus, NDE.

All the colors upon leaving all will turn to grey


^-- just joined. Yeow.

caterina? very prettiful.

Kay. I gots me a new Caterina icon with lyrics by AFI. Now, because I'm a lyric whore:

i cannot leave here. i cannot stay.
forever haunted, more than afraid.
asphyxiate on words i would say.
i'm drawn to a blackened sky as i turn blue.
there are no flowers, no, not this time. there'll be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words i find.
i'd show a smile but i'm too weak.
i'd share it with you, could i only speak, just how much this hurts me.

i cannot stay here. i cannot leave.
just like all i loved, i'm make-believe.
imagined heart, i disappear. seems no one will appear here and make me real.
there are no flowers, no, not this time. there will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark works i find.
i'd show a smile, but i'm too weak. i'd share with you could i only speak just how much this hurts me.
i'd tell you how it haunts me. i'd tell you how it haunts me cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams. i'd tell you how it haunts me you don't care that it haunts me.

there are no flowers, no, not this time.
there will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words i find.
i'd show a smile but i'm too weak.
i'd share with you, could i only speak, just how much this hurts me...
just how much this hurts me...
just how much you...



eta: sorry to anyone who tried to stalk via MSN. my computer is doing it's shutdown a program at a time. sleep. love the lyrics. you know you do.