I can see!

Have new computer monitor. You see, the other one finally died. It took awhile, considering I remember sneaking on to use this computer [it was the only way I could upload pictures to my sailorvenus site, and I'll thank you to kindly shutthehellup about that] annnnnnd there was this loud pop! and I thought for sure I would die at the ripe old age of seventeen. But no, it didn't totally die until this morning.

Now we've got this LCD thing, and my brain keeps changing the letters around.

I'm so tired, I'm tempted to say fuck it to the pizza we ordered and just crash.

But I'll leave you with a couple of secrets:

1) I only feel a little bad that my reaction to my nephew's [could be] stepsister [should their parents get married] badgering him about wanting to see his new stuff was to punch her. I didn't actually, nor did I go with my second impulse which was to mock her. I did, however, ignore her for the most part as I took his not!watch off and handed it to mom before scooping him up.

2) I go to bed most nights wishing someone else were there with me, but also don't mind so much that they aren't as I'm not really able to sleep next to someone. It takes weeks and by that time they leave.

It's so weird to actually be able to see things. Perhaps because the brightness is jacked up to 11...