all the anger and the eloquence are bleeding into fear

Sometimes I would very much like to just run away from my life. I don't say this to anyone aloud because to do so just sounds so obnoxious and whiny, and it's only slightly less so in writing. I know they say you can't outrun your problems, but some days you just feel like giving it a try, just to see if you're special enough to get away with it.

I'm only mentioning this because I might need to know this date sometime in the future. ( Medical. )

Is there something in the water?