I'm lonely
Sep. 22nd, 2008 03:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
impy Hey, I can see without feeling like I'm still sitting in a car or standing in the ocean. It's a miracle!
Not sure where to pick up on this morning's early musings. Cabbage Patch, maybe? They need a microphone for the part where they "birth" the kids. It was impossible to hear what he was saying half the time, and while the people who ended up adopting the newborns were right up front, the rest of us still couldn't hear. We didn't buy anything and Cass and Jessie were obviously disappointed by the way things were going, but at this point I was happy Cass wasn't on the phone and that there was air conditioning in the building.
Still proud of the fact that even while drinking and sleep deprived, my logic was still better than most. Also proud of the, "See, you just don't know, but Marian's a bitch." Which was said with the right amount of awe and amazement. The good sort, in that when I play, I play to win or screw you over. I fail to see how my preferred method of playing Mah Jongg has anything to do with this [I play the strange hands on purpose with little regard for ease or even the tiles in my hand] but yeah, on games where you can intentionally screw someone over, I take joy in doing so. We did have to spend half an hour trying to get Jessie to try and knock one of us out as well as reassuring her that neither of us would hold it against her. Which, I should mention, is true. Games with logic and revenge will not result in me wanting to murder you for being intelligent and screwing me over... unless we are related. And then things get messy. But otherwise, yeah. I do get annoyed if you're just messing with me because it's me and not because it's a good strategy... but that's different. So noted, right? Good.
I woke up this morning and marveled that my back was killing me and no alarm. :p
I'll skip to the beach. My vision sucks. I should get that out of the way. I can't see worth a damn when the light is cruddy. New Moon? No light. But it was gorgeous being there in the middle of the night [ my favorite time to go] and have everything in shades of grey. The clouds mimicked the waves, so had someone not always been in front of me in the water, it would have been possible to wonder if we'd ended up upside down somehow. The sky and the sea were the same shade of grey and everyone was wearing black or white and it was all very, very interesting to see, although you'd think the lack of colors would render it all boring. Absolutely beautiful, but I wish I hadn't been in pants so I could have waded further. So pretty. But by then my chest/back/neck was starting to hurt because of the driving/stopping and the trip home did not really help that. Plus sneakers were not meant for the ocean. :p
Tim he was a good friend
Yea was a brother of mine
We were imaginary comic book superheroes
Kids wasting time
We were prisoners of our youth
We were growing up strong
'Til the day he was taken away
For something he did wrong
Tim came 'round just the other day
And boy he had some stories to tell
His mama kept him locked up in a rehab
Although the doctors said he was well
He said yeah I been through the anger
And the hatred towards my mom
And I put all that behind me
Just tell me what was it like to go to your prom
He said thank you mom for fixing
My clouded broken mind
But excuse me if I seem a little rude
While I was missing my childhood, my brother and my prime
You enjoyed the convenience of my solitude
Well growing up these days just ain't easy
And the kids they're doing the best that they can
So mama you better think twice
Before you lock your kid up and throw away the key
'Cause soon your little boy is gonna be a man
He said thank you mom for fixing
My clouded broken mind
But excuse me if I seem a little rude
While I was missing my childhood, my brother and my prime
You enjoyed the convenience of my solitude
Tim left town yesterday
He left me with these words
He said yeah I know this life's got a lot to give
But my childhood is gone
And I'm not afraid of dying
I'm gonna grab the world by the horns and learn how to live
And that was how Cass ended the evening. Widget's home. Buhbye!
Not sure where to pick up on this morning's early musings. Cabbage Patch, maybe? They need a microphone for the part where they "birth" the kids. It was impossible to hear what he was saying half the time, and while the people who ended up adopting the newborns were right up front, the rest of us still couldn't hear. We didn't buy anything and Cass and Jessie were obviously disappointed by the way things were going, but at this point I was happy Cass wasn't on the phone and that there was air conditioning in the building.
Still proud of the fact that even while drinking and sleep deprived, my logic was still better than most. Also proud of the, "See, you just don't know, but Marian's a bitch." Which was said with the right amount of awe and amazement. The good sort, in that when I play, I play to win or screw you over. I fail to see how my preferred method of playing Mah Jongg has anything to do with this [I play the strange hands on purpose with little regard for ease or even the tiles in my hand] but yeah, on games where you can intentionally screw someone over, I take joy in doing so. We did have to spend half an hour trying to get Jessie to try and knock one of us out as well as reassuring her that neither of us would hold it against her. Which, I should mention, is true. Games with logic and revenge will not result in me wanting to murder you for being intelligent and screwing me over... unless we are related. And then things get messy. But otherwise, yeah. I do get annoyed if you're just messing with me because it's me and not because it's a good strategy... but that's different. So noted, right? Good.
I woke up this morning and marveled that my back was killing me and no alarm. :p
I'll skip to the beach. My vision sucks. I should get that out of the way. I can't see worth a damn when the light is cruddy. New Moon? No light. But it was gorgeous being there in the middle of the night [ my favorite time to go] and have everything in shades of grey. The clouds mimicked the waves, so had someone not always been in front of me in the water, it would have been possible to wonder if we'd ended up upside down somehow. The sky and the sea were the same shade of grey and everyone was wearing black or white and it was all very, very interesting to see, although you'd think the lack of colors would render it all boring. Absolutely beautiful, but I wish I hadn't been in pants so I could have waded further. So pretty. But by then my chest/back/neck was starting to hurt because of the driving/stopping and the trip home did not really help that. Plus sneakers were not meant for the ocean. :p
Tim he was a good friend
Yea was a brother of mine
We were imaginary comic book superheroes
Kids wasting time
We were prisoners of our youth
We were growing up strong
'Til the day he was taken away
For something he did wrong
Tim came 'round just the other day
And boy he had some stories to tell
His mama kept him locked up in a rehab
Although the doctors said he was well
He said yeah I been through the anger
And the hatred towards my mom
And I put all that behind me
Just tell me what was it like to go to your prom
He said thank you mom for fixing
My clouded broken mind
But excuse me if I seem a little rude
While I was missing my childhood, my brother and my prime
You enjoyed the convenience of my solitude
Well growing up these days just ain't easy
And the kids they're doing the best that they can
So mama you better think twice
Before you lock your kid up and throw away the key
'Cause soon your little boy is gonna be a man
He said thank you mom for fixing
My clouded broken mind
But excuse me if I seem a little rude
While I was missing my childhood, my brother and my prime
You enjoyed the convenience of my solitude
Tim left town yesterday
He left me with these words
He said yeah I know this life's got a lot to give
But my childhood is gone
And I'm not afraid of dying
I'm gonna grab the world by the horns and learn how to live
And that was how Cass ended the evening. Widget's home. Buhbye!