stop breaking my heart
Dec. 8th, 2004 01:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
impyDay 2 of Jury Duty and it was a bust. Worse yet, I have to go back tomorrow, which means I have to call out tonight, and this is after Satan put a big ol' notice up on the wall of doom saying no call outs. He can kiss my ass though, as there's no way in Hades I'm going to work from 11:45-8AM, go to jury duty @ 9:45, possibly get stuck there all freakin' afternoon, and go into work at 10PM. It just ain't happening, dollface.
Not looking forward to trying to weasel my way out of it though. :/ [Yes, I know they have to give me time off for Jury Duty, but since I never mentioned it to them, I can't exactly scream and rant about it]
Also, I'm not sure if I was just hungry [it seems kind of odd though, since it's not like I should have been that hungry after 4 hours.] or if I'm coming down with whatever Dad and Sean have. If it's what they have, I'm so going to be unhappy.
Damn it. I was all set to buy Fourrure from pullip parade on Friday, and now![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
mythosidhe passes along the info that Fanatica is sold out on pre-orders alone. And I MUST have her. So. Delayed gratification and the hope that Ms. Fourry is still there for my next paycheck, or the hope that I can snag Fanatica on preorder somewhere with my next check? Because my parents were blissfully deaf to the giant hints I left. Apparently they'd rather not support my second fleet of dolls. [the first would be the myscenes] Siiiiigh.
I need a hug. I need someone to hold my hand. I'm craving someone to touch and someone to touch me, and it just ain't gonna happen. For some reason this makes me want to cry. Stupid girly type-ness.
not to be yourself and faceless in a song that has no soul
So. Yes. I rarely get all touchy feely, and I never do at the times when I could actually fix the problem. Also, I now remember why I stopped listening to Our Lady Peace. The songs are fantabulous for luring the muse, but it does no good if she's got nothing to give. Then it just adds to the wanting to cry.
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Basics
Name: Marian
Age: 23
Height: 5'9" I'm claiming that extra inch that seems to come and go.
Hair Color: Dirty blonde with strawberry tendencies.
Eye Color: Grey
School Life
What's your school's mascot?: Um, I'm not in school. :p What was our mascot though? *thinks* We were the rocks, but I think we had an actual mascot of the non-rock variety, but heaven help me if I remember what it was. In elementary school we were pebbles.
School color(s)?: various shades of blue and white they were.
G.P.A.?: *snorts*
Who is your favorite teacher?: i have none. the whole no teaching thing.
What do they teach?: they don't. he quit. :p
Is this your favorite class?: i have no favorite class. the whole no school thing.
Internet
Do you use any instant messengers?: Si.
If so, which ones?: AIM & MSN when it's feeling nice
About how many hours a day do you spend online?: 2 hours at least.
Do you have a digital camera?: Si.
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?: Once in awhile.
Music
Do you play any instruments?: Nup
If so, what one(s)?: I could fake a couple of songs on our piano, but that was about it.
3 Favorite Genres Of Music: the ones that don't suck?
3 Favorite Bands: bands? Um. Well. That'll exclude Tori, eh? Our Lady Peace, Evanescence, Live
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: I'd like to more often than I do.
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?:$25ish. I'm cheap.
What is the least you've ever spent?: Someone else paid.
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: Uh, no?
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: I freely admit to cheese. Ask for the contents of my CD cases and I'll tell you.
Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?: Did you notice the number fairy just demoted you?
Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: Emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: I have fun memories associated with Blink. Nada for GC, except that I think they've helped keep the Duffster in the spotlight.
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: Speaking as someone who fully expects to be blind by the time I die [if the whole immortality thing doesn't pan out], I'd say deaf. I could still listen to books on CD, and music. I might never see Amber or Holly or Seth Green, but I could hear them.
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: Rushing.
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm? ...Are you trying to find out so you can mutilate me? Is this a whole Sophie's Choice thing?
Love
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: Duh?
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: [but #29 should have been in a different section, T] and I'm also ignoring the spelling. I say loved and lost, cuz it may hurt like a bitch, but at least someone loved you and you loved someone.
Are you romantic?: I think I could be, but my inner cynic ruins it all.
Are you in a relationship now?: Sorta, kinda, yes.
If so, for how long?: *thinks* Hrmm. I could go all weird and say we're currently in the on section of something that's been off and on for longer than 5 years, but that's slightly a lie. So, since... this summer? This spring?
If not, how long have you been single?: n/a
What song describes your love life right now?: pick something long distance-y.
Randomosity
War - Good or Bad?: ... who's going to say, "Fuck yeah, it's a fantastic thing!"?
Who's skankier - Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: Paris.
What is it with guys and cars?: Society? And the need to show off since they can't just prance around nekkid?
Kiss or hug?: Usually I'll come down on the side of neither. Hugs tend to make me uncomfortable unless it's hug #22, and kisses tend to make me worry. I'm not overly confident. But if both are done perfectly for me, a kiss beats a hug. Only, um, I ain't going around kissing everyone.
What color is your room?: white. I never did paint.
How old is your mom?: *snerk* Over 50, under 60. Acts like she's 5. :p
Black and white or color photos?: *shrug*
Who cuts your hair?: Cut? My hair? What is this of which you speak?
What color is your toothbrush?: red and white
What color is your hair brush?: black and silver, all three of them are.
What kind of hair products do you use?: um, the aforementioned brush
Are you sexy?: *pouts* dead sexy... no.
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?: Everyone shoves dark green my way. so either they all hate me, or that's the color they pick.
What color do you think looks nice on you?: Uhhhh. Dunno. But I'm happiest in black.
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: grocery. magazines can be bought
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: Who wouldn't love sounding like a hyperactive spaz?
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?: Ari.
What is the website for one of your favorite bands?: nuh uh, go find your own.
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: ... i date?
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: define often. I can.
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?: brb. occasionally, with the irc people, I'll go as far as bbiaf
Are you a people-pleaser?: Does it mean extra work?
Do you dye your hair regularly?: twice a year at least, yes.
What about your eyebrows?: I'm sorry, I'm keeping these super pale ones.
Do you wear makeup?: yah, but not a ton
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?: yeah.
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: unedited. censor this, bitch.
Can you beatbox?: ...no
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: I don't think she's driven off the road while it's played, but I don't think she could tell you whether she knows it or not. :p that song is musical crack.
Not looking forward to trying to weasel my way out of it though. :/ [Yes, I know they have to give me time off for Jury Duty, but since I never mentioned it to them, I can't exactly scream and rant about it]
Also, I'm not sure if I was just hungry [it seems kind of odd though, since it's not like I should have been that hungry after 4 hours.] or if I'm coming down with whatever Dad and Sean have. If it's what they have, I'm so going to be unhappy.
Damn it. I was all set to buy Fourrure from pullip parade on Friday, and now
mythosidhe passes along the info that Fanatica is sold out on pre-orders alone. And I MUST have her. So. Delayed gratification and the hope that Ms. Fourry is still there for my next paycheck, or the hope that I can snag Fanatica on preorder somewhere with my next check? Because my parents were blissfully deaf to the giant hints I left. Apparently they'd rather not support my second fleet of dolls. [the first would be the myscenes] Siiiiigh. I need a hug. I need someone to hold my hand. I'm craving someone to touch and someone to touch me, and it just ain't gonna happen. For some reason this makes me want to cry. Stupid girly type-ness.
not to be yourself and faceless in a song that has no soul
So. Yes. I rarely get all touchy feely, and I never do at the times when I could actually fix the problem. Also, I now remember why I stopped listening to Our Lady Peace. The songs are fantabulous for luring the muse, but it does no good if she's got nothing to give. Then it just adds to the wanting to cry.
stolen from
agent_alpo Basics
Name: Marian
Age: 23
Height: 5'9" I'm claiming that extra inch that seems to come and go.
Hair Color: Dirty blonde with strawberry tendencies.
Eye Color: Grey
School Life
What's your school's mascot?: Um, I'm not in school. :p What was our mascot though? *thinks* We were the rocks, but I think we had an actual mascot of the non-rock variety, but heaven help me if I remember what it was. In elementary school we were pebbles.
School color(s)?: various shades of blue and white they were.
G.P.A.?: *snorts*
Who is your favorite teacher?: i have none. the whole no teaching thing.
What do they teach?: they don't. he quit. :p
Is this your favorite class?: i have no favorite class. the whole no school thing.
Internet
Do you use any instant messengers?: Si.
If so, which ones?: AIM & MSN when it's feeling nice
About how many hours a day do you spend online?: 2 hours at least.
Do you have a digital camera?: Si.
If so, do you post pictures of yourself online?: Once in awhile.
Music
Do you play any instruments?: Nup
If so, what one(s)?: I could fake a couple of songs on our piano, but that was about it.
3 Favorite Genres Of Music: the ones that don't suck?
3 Favorite Bands: bands? Um. Well. That'll exclude Tori, eh? Our Lady Peace, Evanescence, Live
Do you go to concerts and/or shows?: I'd like to more often than I do.
What is the most you've ever spent on a concert/show?:$25ish. I'm cheap.
What is the least you've ever spent?: Someone else paid.
Do you think buying merch at a concert then wearing it there is corny?: Uh, no?
Do you listen to any bands that you'd be ashamed to admit to listening to?: I freely admit to cheese. Ask for the contents of my CD cases and I'll tell you.
Did you notice the grammatical error in question 29?: Did you notice the number fairy just demoted you?
Which Is Worse?
Physical Pain/Emotional Pain?: Emotional
Blink-182/Good Charlotte?: I have fun memories associated with Blink. Nada for GC, except that I think they've helped keep the Duffster in the spotlight.
Being Deaf/Being Blind?: Speaking as someone who fully expects to be blind by the time I die [if the whole immortality thing doesn't pan out], I'd say deaf. I could still listen to books on CD, and music. I might never see Amber or Holly or Seth Green, but I could hear them.
Being Bored/Rushing around because you have too much to do?: Rushing.
Losing your dominant leg/Losing your dominant arm? ...Are you trying to find out so you can mutilate me? Is this a whole Sophie's Choice thing?
Love
Do you believe theres a difference between "love" and "in love"?: Duh?
Is it better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all?: [but #29 should have been in a different section, T] and I'm also ignoring the spelling. I say loved and lost, cuz it may hurt like a bitch, but at least someone loved you and you loved someone.
Are you romantic?: I think I could be, but my inner cynic ruins it all.
Are you in a relationship now?: Sorta, kinda, yes.
If so, for how long?: *thinks* Hrmm. I could go all weird and say we're currently in the on section of something that's been off and on for longer than 5 years, but that's slightly a lie. So, since... this summer? This spring?
If not, how long have you been single?: n/a
What song describes your love life right now?: pick something long distance-y.
Randomosity
War - Good or Bad?: ... who's going to say, "Fuck yeah, it's a fantastic thing!"?
Who's skankier - Britney Spears or Paris Hilton?: Paris.
What is it with guys and cars?: Society? And the need to show off since they can't just prance around nekkid?
Kiss or hug?: Usually I'll come down on the side of neither. Hugs tend to make me uncomfortable unless it's hug #22, and kisses tend to make me worry. I'm not overly confident. But if both are done perfectly for me, a kiss beats a hug. Only, um, I ain't going around kissing everyone.
What color is your room?: white. I never did paint.
How old is your mom?: *snerk* Over 50, under 60. Acts like she's 5. :p
Black and white or color photos?: *shrug*
Who cuts your hair?: Cut? My hair? What is this of which you speak?
What color is your toothbrush?: red and white
What color is your hair brush?: black and silver, all three of them are.
What kind of hair products do you use?: um, the aforementioned brush
Are you sexy?: *pouts* dead sexy... no.
What color to people tells you looks nice on you?: Everyone shoves dark green my way. so either they all hate me, or that's the color they pick.
What color do you think looks nice on you?: Uhhhh. Dunno. But I'm happiest in black.
Clothes shopping or grocery shopping?: grocery. magazines can be bought
Do you like the sound of your own voice when you hear it played back?: Who wouldn't love sounding like a hyperactive spaz?
Who has the nicest speaking voice that you know?: Ari.
What is the website for one of your favorite bands?: nuh uh, go find your own.
Do you prefer to date people younger, older, or the same age as you?: ... i date?
Do you listen to songs on repeat often?: define often. I can.
Do you use internet shorthand (i.e. "lol", "brb", "jk", et cetera)?: brb. occasionally, with the irc people, I'll go as far as bbiaf
Are you a people-pleaser?: Does it mean extra work?
Do you dye your hair regularly?: twice a year at least, yes.
What about your eyebrows?: I'm sorry, I'm keeping these super pale ones.
Do you wear makeup?: yah, but not a ton
If you answered "yes", to #96, are you female?: yeah.
Do you buy CDs edited or unedited?: unedited. censor this, bitch.
Can you beatbox?: ...no
Does your mom like the song "Hey Ya" by OutKast?: I don't think she's driven off the road while it's played, but I don't think she could tell you whether she knows it or not. :p that song is musical crack.
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Date: 2004-12-08 02:45 pm (UTC):( I'm sure Fourreure (sp?) will still be around a while. Fanatica is nice -- aim for her. But good luck with both!
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Date: 2004-12-09 01:50 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-12-08 03:38 pm (UTC)and guess what? I got Squall in the mail! *bounces* and Nero too! but Nero's a Christmas present, so I can't have her until then.
Personally I'd try to get a Fanatica...Forturne (sp?) will always be there.
*hugs*
Date: 2004-12-09 01:52 am (UTC)Oooh, will there be pictures?
And you and roseio speak true about the two Fs. So Fanatica it is.
Re: *hugs*
Date: 2004-12-09 05:36 am (UTC)I can't have her until Christmas though >_> Athena (my Squall) keeps looking at her though the box. She's been pretty shy so far, but she'll be really happy to have a friend.
And there will totally be pictures, :-D though I don't have a digital camera, so I have to wait for the film to get developed.
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Date: 2004-12-09 08:09 am (UTC)Mmmm, Nero. Is she as pretty as she is in the pictures?