I'm gonna show my scar

turn away
if you could get me a drink of water cuz my lips are chapped and faded
call my aunt Marie
help her gather all my things and bury me in all my favorite colors
my sisters and brothers
still I will not kiss you
'cause the hardest part of this
is leaving you

Now turn away
'cause I'm awful just to see
'cause all my hairs abandoned all my body
oh my agony
know that I will never marry
baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo
but counting down the days to go
it just ain't living
and I just hope you know
that if you say
if you say
goodbye today
goodbye today
I'd ask you to be true
I'd ask you to be true

cause the hardest part of this
is leaving you

cause the hardest part of this
is leaving you



I'm still not sure, but I think as of this second, that's my favorite song off the new MCR album. [The Black Parade] Though... there are definitely other contenders. Disenchanted is vastly different from what I'd heard before, but... in a good way? Not sure. Now if only Amazon would get off their duff and send me my LE version, I could hunt my mailbox semi happily in that regard. Ooh, it seems they've taken the cash, which means they might ship sometime this century. Yay!

It's awfully cold but that doesn't stop me from wishing to go sit outside until I'm unable to feel my fingers or toes or much of anything.

Today is Alice's second birthday. Gimme a sec. I've got pictures.

I am not afraid to keep on living

It may be Alice's birthday, but she's sharing the spotlight... 'cuz Alice is nice like that.

-
( Alice )

Speaking of...

( Brand New Purezza )

( DALs )

( These bright lights have always blinded me )

And I was wrong about the song. Right now it's this one. Yay?