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goddammit.
Nov. 1st, 2010 12:26 amBreathe.
Just. Freakin'. Breathe.
Just because the boy says something does not mean it will happen. And just because you do not want it to happen does not mean it might not be a good thing. Somehow.
My Halloween kind of blew. It's strange. My birthday, I fully understand how it never lives up to expectactions. For July 10, I expect people to remember my birthday. I expect a gift or six, and I not so secretly wish that someone would throw me a goddamned party since I, someone who is about a step up from recluse but working my way down every day, have thrown people parties before and for fuck's sake, they threw my mother one once... Um, my point... I had it.
Oh. Yes. Birthdays I set myself up and I know I do.
So by the time Halloween rolls around, I have very low standards.
( Ranting! )
Hate.
Just. Freakin'. Breathe.
Just because the boy says something does not mean it will happen. And just because you do not want it to happen does not mean it might not be a good thing. Somehow.
My Halloween kind of blew. It's strange. My birthday, I fully understand how it never lives up to expectactions. For July 10, I expect people to remember my birthday. I expect a gift or six, and I not so secretly wish that someone would throw me a goddamned party since I, someone who is about a step up from recluse but working my way down every day, have thrown people parties before and for fuck's sake, they threw my mother one once... Um, my point... I had it.
Oh. Yes. Birthdays I set myself up and I know I do.
So by the time Halloween rolls around, I have very low standards.
( Ranting! )
Hate.
