I'm so tired
Jan. 1st, 2007 08:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
impyI found a to do list from three years ago. I don't think I accomplished anything on it and none of it is relavent today. Which is always nice to know, that the very things you thought would choke you and kill you then are barely even memories three years down the road.
On the other hand, some things just stay the same. Painfully so, at times. I'm not in the best of moods, and I really need to kick, break, scratch, or otherwise destroy something or someone. I could go on the world's longest walk, but I don't really feel like finding my keys so some well meaning member of my family doesn't lock me out. Might overcome this apathy in a minute, as it doesn't really gel with the whole kick some ass feeling.
One way or another, my plans for yesterday fell through. Massively. And naturally, I'd fallen asleep right after work, so I was itching to do something, with nothing to do. So I wrote and wrote and wrote this letter that I was all ready to send, even after the initial rush wore off. That is, until I came to my senses and decided not to embarass myself completely, just yet. Considering I haven't written anything of general interest in the last, oh, forever, it was this flood of words that probably sound really pitiful or insane, but for awhile towards the end, it was just nice to bleed that out of my system.
This is the dress. Yes. With jacket that is basically useless and I will probably inadvertantly set on fire if they go ahead with the candle plan. Yes.
Those are the shoes. They do look more silver and the non leathery bits are sparkley, which is nice. *muse*
If you're playing along at home, the cut includes the dress and shoe possibility.
I need a nap.
On the other hand, some things just stay the same. Painfully so, at times. I'm not in the best of moods, and I really need to kick, break, scratch, or otherwise destroy something or someone. I could go on the world's longest walk, but I don't really feel like finding my keys so some well meaning member of my family doesn't lock me out. Might overcome this apathy in a minute, as it doesn't really gel with the whole kick some ass feeling.
One way or another, my plans for yesterday fell through. Massively. And naturally, I'd fallen asleep right after work, so I was itching to do something, with nothing to do. So I wrote and wrote and wrote this letter that I was all ready to send, even after the initial rush wore off. That is, until I came to my senses and decided not to embarass myself completely, just yet. Considering I haven't written anything of general interest in the last, oh, forever, it was this flood of words that probably sound really pitiful or insane, but for awhile towards the end, it was just nice to bleed that out of my system.
This is the dress. Yes. With jacket that is basically useless and I will probably inadvertantly set on fire if they go ahead with the candle plan. Yes.
Those are the shoes. They do look more silver and the non leathery bits are sparkley, which is nice. *muse*
If you're playing along at home, the cut includes the dress and shoe possibility.
I need a nap.
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Date: 2007-01-02 12:37 pm (UTC)